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I will miss you Mom

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Celia Jeanette (Kiker) Lossner Jean Lossner, 78 of Water Valley passed away Friday, Feb 22, 2013 at the Flo & Phil Hospice House in Jonesboro, Arkansas. Funeral services will be held at St. Stephens Funeral Home in St. Stephens, Alabama on March 2 with Visitation on March 1. Jean was born and raised in Alabama. After graduating HS, she moved to California where she met her husband of 50+ years. After living in California for several years, they moved to the tropics living on the islands of Guam and Hawaii. Then northward to Minnesota where they lived multiple times over the years. From there she ventured out of the country to Italy for a few years with her family. Eventually, she realized her dream, back to her roots in the South retiring to Arkansas to enjoy for over twenty years. Born July 27, 1934 in Lamison, Alabama she was the daughter of the late Ernest and Celia (Brooks) Kiker. She was also preceded in death by her Daughter Cheryl England. She is survived by her...

Life ....

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I've always enjoyed it .   Always considered myself a content, happy person.   I believe for most of my life that I've been happier than most; at least if measured outwardly .   I remember back in my military days, a supervisor in the USAF actually cornered me and told me he thought I was  full of BS.   Nobody is this happy every day he told me.   That one still makes me shake my head; w ondered how many others shared that opinion. My whole life I've been aware that many people go through life without smiling.   Without laughter. Without truly enjoying each day. I've keyed on it for some reason.   I used to go out of my way to change the environment attempting to bring smiles and joy to the moments.   Somehow , I felt this was my mission.   Somewhere along the way I grew wary of it and minimized that behavior, but it's still there in me. Whether it be while traveling in a vehicle, or at an airport , or a mall, I've always ...

On Track

Got on the scale today and good news. After traveling last week and sippn' some good stuff over the weekend, came in a pound lower for my Monday morning weigh in Got several workouts in and only one day of cardio. Definitely made me appreciate having my own gym! Workout today/tomorrow and out of town for a few days visiting mom. Had hoped to juice it this week but it'll have to wait until I return. Bringing my gear in search of a local gym though!

Bedridden

I've been there lately ..  My mom is going through some serious health issues currently.  My wife recently had surgery, making our bed her favorite location for six weeks.  It sucks . You're miserable.  And the best sometimes comes out of others because of it. I remember when I lost a friend to Cancer about 10 years ago.  I rarely visited him or went out of my way to stop in.  In all fairness we weren't that tight, but that wasn't the issue. I was uncomfortable with the situation.  After he passed away, I have to admit it bothered me I didn't stop in and see him more. Guilt set in.   When I lost my older sister to Cancer , I went through the same guilt pattern; why didn't' I go to Mississippi more often to visit?   Of course I did visit ( never often enough ) , but also didn't realize we'd lose her as soon as we did.  Now I'm dealing with something similar with my mom.  I'm on a business trip as I type this, back in 2 days,...

Coronado Island

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Out here in San Diego on business this week. May have found a new vacation destination Great weather , beautiful beaches, restaurants galore and great service