25 years to go ....

I've thought about this a lil in the past. Even wrote about it here. Back when I hit 25, was at my peak in my mind at that time. Thirty, shit felt 'real' as an adult. At 40, was a notch disappointed; thought I'd be in a diff place financially and physically. At 50, realized I'd passed the '1/2 point' in life but was smiling. Come 60 realized... shit was getting real. Felt like superman right up until that point .. then my heart issue popped up (ICD in there now). Suddenly realized I was mortal like everyone else. This year I'll turn 65, Living The Dream (LTD), pushing forward in several areas of my life for what I've called 'The Final Push' .. and assume I'll calm it down and relax and enjoy the roses or whatever that saying is. But this past year .. I've been pushing hard... Traveling a LOT ... and have a LOT planned and on my plate. Well, few days ago ... got to doing some deep thinking and doing some soul s...